It starts out as this creepy crawling feeling running up my spine and splintering off into my arms. My skin feels too small for my body, like its constricting everything inside of me and I just need to break free. I can try to fight it off but it hurts and my strength starts to fade then I loose complete control and my body goes insane. Sometimes I'm aware of whats happening and I'll try to say something but nothing comes out. I've become a prisoner trapped inside of my own body. Sometimes though I'm gone and I black out and can't remember anything. Its a scary and hard problem to deal with. Preston is the one that usually helps me through and I'm so grateful for him.
On a lighter note, I'm pretty sure Yuffie is officially a druggie. She can't get enough of her pain meds haha. XD
Preston and Yuffie with her more shaved and stitched belly. Doesn't she just look so happy hehe
I like the way you designed your blog :)
ReplyDeleteSounds like you"re pretty lucky to have Preston. :D
ReplyDeleteha yeah I definitely am =D
ReplyDeleteAwesome! Following!
ReplyDeletethat is one cool looking cat
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the cat
ReplyDeletei like your cat
ReplyDeleteCute kitty =)
ReplyDeletePsychology is a great class to have. I learned a lot from my Psych teacher.
ReplyDeleteOh the joys of pain meds...
ReplyDeletelove the cat
ReplyDeletenice design
ReplyDeletewow that's a handsome cat.
ReplyDeleteyour cat is adorable
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear of your seizures. Do you have epilepsy?
ReplyDeleteYour cat is cute though.
haha thanks all. My cat is definitely the shit, I hated cats before her.
ReplyDeletemy psychology professor is amazing and I've already learned a lot from it
and no, they don't know why I have seizures...ugh I might have to get studied on, meaning they are going to put me in a room and leave me there until I have a seizure grrr
trapped in a flesh prison sounds gross, lol
ReplyDeletehaha yeah its not pleasant XD
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